Month: July 2006

My new look. I walk with a different swagger. My smile is a bit more secretive. I laugh a little more enthusiatically. I tell a little less about myself. I speak a little more and a little less…depending on who is listening. I dress a bit more conservatively. I walk with a little more pride in each step. I speak with a little more wisdom in each word. My new outlook. I tred a bit more carefully. I love a bit harder. I trust a little less. But I welcome others the same as always. I’m a bit more open to new friends. And a lot more wary of old acquaintances. I am a little less kind with my words. And a lot more real with myself. I am a bit more closed with my parents. But a lot more loving to my sisters. I am a lot more wary of third parties. I am a bit more hesitant to write. And a lot more willing to WRITE IT ALL! I’m a bit more hesitant to talk. A lot more willing to speak my mind. A bit more hesitant to hate. And a lot more willing to learn and let go. A bit more hesitant to share my pain. A lot more willing to speak from the heart. A bit more hesitant to make new friends. A lot more willing to keep the ones I have.  A bit more hesitant to complain. A lot more willing to count my blessings. A bit more hesitant to keep it real for EVERYBODY. A lot more willing to keep it real with myself and****what the world thinks.