Loyalty…

Is it too much to expect a little loyalty? To expect that my best friend wouldn’t continue to call the guy who broke my heart her brother? To expect that the man who once claimed to love me wouldn’t date my nemesis? To expect that the friend who claims to have my back wouldn’t set me up for failure? It is too much to expect a little loyalty? To expect that a sisterhood of 11 years would outweigh a friendship of a few? To expect that my inner circle wouldn’t be the one to make me feel insecure? To expect that my friends know that hanging out with my ex is out of the question? To expect that my ex knows that trying to worm his way in my circle is completely absurd? Is it too much to expect a little loyalty? To expect you to see my side because after all you are MY friend? And even if I am wrong isn’t there a better way to show me than throwing your friendship with my ex in my face? Is it too much to expect a little loyalty? To expect that a relationship that spanned over 6 years would make you show me at least one ounce of respect? To expect that the trifling things you did to me would make you at least a little bit apologetic? Is it too much to expect a little loyalty? To expect that because we’ve slept under the same roof countless of times, you would at least think before you drag my name in the mud? To expect that because my parents treat us like family, you wouldn’t go out of your way to try and ruin me? Is it too much to expect a little loyalty? To expect that because I am always there in your time of need, my friendship would hold a priority to you? To expect that because I stand by you regardless of whatever, you would do the same when I needed you? IS IT TOO MUCH TO EXPECT A LITTLE LOYALTY?????