I Can’t Wait…

I’m sorry. But I can’t wait. I can’t wait till I’m perfect to ask God to use me. I want to be an honorable vessel and I want to be that vessel right now. I can’t wait till I look like a supermodel to feel that I deserve to be called beautiful. I need you to consider my imperfections a part of my charm. I can’t wait till my IQ tests off the chart before I can consider myself intelligent. I have to believe that God has given me a mind that can accomplish all the things it dreams up. I can’t wait until I’m the PERFECT woman to be worthy of someone’s forever-kind-of-love. The man of my dreams needs to love me flaws and all. I can’t wait until I’m the epitome of friendliness to feel that I deserve good friends. My loyalty once earned is without question and I can only expect the same. I can’t wait until I have the perfect perspective on everyone I meet before I feel like I deserve a good review. Just because I don’t always get it right it doesn’t mean that I deserve to be treated wrong. I can’t wait till I’m PERFECT to believe I deserve a certain level of respect. I did not earn your disrespect so I should not have to endure it. I can’t wait till I’m the epitomy of rightness to feel that I am a good role model. I’m living a life with God’s standards and that alone qualifies me. I can’t wait until there are no flaws in me to believe that I am a good person. I strive to do the best and to see in the best everyone and that is all a good person can do. I cannot wait for others to recognize my worth before I feel that I am worth a lot. I JUST CAN’T WAIT!!