My Prerogative

Leaving is easier when staying makes you cry but when ultimately, you know in your heart that if there was a way to stay and not hurt, you would choose that way. We created that way. By deciding that it was up to us how happy we are together, we gave ourselves another option beside leaving and staying…stayin and improving. The emotions that well up within me at the thought of leaving it all behind lets me know that there is something more to us than what is on the surface, something that keeps us holding on. Thankfully, we are both adult enough to know that anything worth having is worth the hard work that goes into acheiving it. I’m glad we are doing what we have to do to get where we want to be. Yes, I know I said ‘flight’ before but it’s my prerogative and I changed my mind. Thank you for changing it for me.