To Feel Like That

I want to feel like that again. I want to be overpowered by the feeling that I can’t do any of the things I have been doing for the past twenty-odd years without ‘him’ in my life. I want to be overcome by the feeling that seeing him is more important than anything else, eating, sleeping…breathing. I want to be overpowered by love. Somewhere down the line I lost that fire. It got hard too hard to maintain that level of passion for one person because my heart literally felt like it was breaking into a thousand pieces everytime we fought. But I want it back. I want to be completely wrapped up in the love I have for him. I am tired of this mediocrity that seems to be our existence. I want my passion back. I want my desperation for him back. I want my hunger back. I want to feel like that again. Dangerously in love. To feel like that again…